Thursday, 22 April 2010

What would Jesus do?

I have just spent some time thinking about the contrast in these questions....

What would Jesus do?

What would Christians do?

I feel like there is a massive gap. A gap that needs to be closed.

I think it was sparked by seeing a trailer for a short film called We Will Make You Whole Again. It gave me the image that Jesus is in the business of making people whole again. Restoration is an important and obvious doctrine in the bible. What are we doing to heal the broken in today society? What am I doing on the 22nd of April 2010, sat in Durham University Library that is reconciling broken lives? What can I do? What can I change?

I remember a Mother Theresa quote that I read earlier today....

"Let us thus praise you in the way you love best,
by shining on those around us.
Let us preach you without preaching,
not by words but by our example,
by the catching force,
the sympathetic influence of what we do.
The evident fullness of the love our hearts bear to you.
Amen"

"the catching force, the sympathetic influence of what we do."

I need to start opening my eyes, looking around for broken lives and I need to preach by my example, because of the love of my heart for Jesus.

I yearn for the day when I can ask What would Jesus do? and look around and see what my Christian brothers are doing.

Wednesday, 21 April 2010

What was important to Jesus?

When the rich young man rocked up to Jesus and asked him "what must I do to inherit eternal life?" Jesus answered with a question about goodness, proclaiming that "no-one is good except God alone", and then told the man to follow the commandments.

But that still wasn't enough for Jesus.

Jesus then asks him to give up his life. The rich young man couldn't do it.

What do I learn from this? Jesus tells the man he is not good because he is not God. He then asks the man to get up and follow him. The man does not want to do this.

We are not good. We are not God. Jesus accepts this, and is tolerant of this through his grace over us. He simply asks us to follow him, through the laying down of our lives. He doesn't care who we are, what we have done, where we have come from, he just asks for some obedience and then he will sort out the rest.

Too long have we thought, believed and preached that Christians need to be good to follow Jesus. Christians can be whatever they want to be, and then he will transform them into his likeness so they actually are truly good.

Only in him, through him and filled by him can we be good, can we meet God.

Friday, 9 April 2010

Less talking. More praying

“We are daring to believe that an entire campus can turn back to the Lord. We no longer want to just talk about renewal and revival; we are praying for it.”

A quote from a student at St.Andrews university from a 24-7 prayer newsletter.

I love it.

I love that passion.

I want to pray those prayers.

I want to 'dare to believe'.

I don't want to just talk about renewal and revival.

I want to see it.

I want to see transformation of student communities.

I want to see transformation of resident communities.

I want to see life.

I want to see Jesus.

Friday, 26 March 2010

Hamsterjam

- Bikes, Canals, Art, Anne Frank, Drugs and Prostitution. Shocked by tolerance.

I have just been blessed by a wonderful couple of days in the city of Amsterdam, what an amazing place. I feel that it was so amazing I should write a review, so here goes.

I went there with my girlfriend Melissa, we had two nights visiting a new place, an interesting city. I think we both had an idea about what Amsterdam was famous for; something about Red lights, coffee shops and tulips, but didn't really have any idea what to expect.

The first night we saw a man playing double bass and singing some blues, it was beautiful.

The next morning we walked to the Annefrankhuis, the place where Anne Frank, her family and some friends hid during Nazi occupation in Amsterdam. It is now an amazing museum, with quite an emotional journey into the history of a little, talented, young lady. I was really hit by a book, a list, of all the jews taken from Amsterdam, that was several inches thick and was written in very small type. A list of the 100,000 people taken and killed. I didn't really understand how big the holocaust actually could have been.

We then moved on, quite stirred but excited to see the rest of the city.

It was lovely. Bicycles and canals, everywhere was beautiful.

We decided to go on a free tour, to see the city and hear some history. It was taken by an enthusiastic Aussie bloke who seemed to love Amsterdam and know about it's history.

The first stop was the red light district.

We wandered into it, a clear boundary with sex shops appearing everywhere, it was about 2pm. I tried to keep my eyes directly ahead, on the tour guide or on the floor, but still I caught glimpses of women in windows, under-dressed, waiting, I saw men walking into a 'live porn show' and I saw dark alleys. The tour guide explained what was happening, how over the years this district had been tied to parts of the church who also profited through it, and how the industry was legal and taxable; encouraged by the government.

We found this heartbreaking and shocking. Men finding joy and fulfilment in sex and lust, women finding hope in selling themselves, all the while losing self-worth. I have an image of one woman sat in a window that I doubt I will forget. It was so sad.

Sad that women can feel they need to work like this, that they want to work like this and that men can treat women in this way. I really didn't understand how people would live like that. It gave me a new shocking insight into the world of the sex industry, that includes prostitution, pornography, trafficking and addiction. I want to stay away. Would Jesus stay away?

The next part of the tour took us to see the fabled 'coffee shops' of Amsterdam, something I have heard more about from stories at home. Places where you can go and smoke cannabis across the city. The smell walking past the shops was not subtle, showing young tourists (mostly) sitting and enjoying the high. I think we also found this quite sad. More people finding peace, hope, joy in something that is in fact very empty and unfulfilling.

The tour went on to show us other parts of the city, like the Jewish quarter where Rembrandt lived, old buildings that were the gates to the city and Napolean's little brother's pad. It is a beautiful city and I would have loved to see more of the Art that it had to offer. However we left a little shocked and sad.

I was most shocked by the pride of all this tolerance. The encouraging of prostitution and drug use.

It was very sad, pretty shocking and seemingly hopeless.

And sad that people our age go to Amsterdam for all it has to offer.

When I got home, I met a woman at church who was from Amsterdam, apparently Christians from all over Holland had met in Amsterdam during March and prayed that Jesus would come back to Amsterdam and make it his home.

That is my prayer.



I thought you get Tulips from Hamsterjam.

Monday, 15 March 2010

This is very beautiful

Simon Guillebaud is a pretty amazing guy.

He has recorded this pretty amazing challenge about sacrifice.

It is pretty amazing.

Anger

How can I love but be angry? How can I hate injustice but still be polite, civil, loving kind? How can I purvey anger so it is useful and good?

How did Jesus?

How can I/should I react when someone I love is being treated like dirt in the very place that they live? When they are being shown no respect, when they are shouted at, when they are called horrible names?

How can I/should I react when people go out (and profess to this) to annoy someone I love on purpose? When people turn on pornography in front of young women and play it at maximum volume to annoy these women, because it is funny.

I think I am realising that bullying does not stop when we get out of high school, when we 'grow up' but that little, nasty people get a kick out of picking on others.

It is not acceptable. It is not the norm. You are childish.

Grow up. It is not all about you.

Thursday, 4 March 2010

Perspective

I have been meaning to write about perspective for AGES. Especially after reading something by a friend of a friend's (Linton) blog in september last year.

I just stood on my bed and saw everything from half a meter higher than usual.

It was pretty lovely.

I could see out of my window into the garden. I could see my pictures on my shelves. I could see notes from last year than I have tried to hide away. My room looked SWEET.

How we see things depends on where we stand.

Come to where I am, up on my bed, and look at Jesus... I expect you will see something you haven't seen before.

Imagine looking from where God is at the world, and how different everything would seem then. I don't think it would be like google maps... but an emotional journey through people's lives, of joy, great sadness and a need for love.

I would love to look through his eyes.

Several people have said this in better ways many times before. That was a bit lame. It's nice to have it out of the system though....